Eating Disorders, Imperfections, and questions answered

     For those who have been listening to the podcast I've been recently talking a lot about Eating Disorders. I know that there has been a lot to talk about and I want to talk about it here. In this post on the mental health and me blog, I want to talk about it further. I know that you are probably asking yourself "What does Deanna know about eating disorders?" who does she think she is talking about mental health and eating disorders?" why would she be talking about eating disorders on her blog and on a podcast if she doesn't know anything about them?"

    I want to answer these questions for you on todays blog post. So what do I know about eating disorders is they are very deadly and they can control your life if you let it. I know that Eating Disorders are one of the most dangerous mental health disorders to play with, and I know the suffering of an eating disorder can be unbearable at times.

    Who do I think I am talking about eating disorders? Well, I am a podcaster and blogger who actually suffers from Anorexia Nervosa and I know what it's like to indulge in the disorder and almost die from it. I know how dangerous yet again, and how powerful yet again that an eating disorder is. I've let the disorder in and I've hurt myself and others around me and these people were not family. They were friends trying to help me get better. I know you, the person who is or has suffered from the disorder called bulimia, anorexia and so on and so forth has probably hurt some people around you. I know the feeling, and it hurts to burn good bridges.

    Why should I be talking about eating disorders on my blog and on my podcast if I do not know anything about them? The beauty of this question is, I do know about eating disorders because I am going through it. I am actually in recovery and it's the hardest possible thing to recovery from. Why do I talk about it here and on my podcast and after shows? well it helps others know that they are not alone in the fight. 

    I want you to know that we as homosapians are not perfect, even if we are rich. Everyone's has their imperfections and faults and my imperfections I embrace everyday. I am proud to be fighting an eating disorder and winning. I feel great about recovery and I recover for myself because I want to be a better version of me. I'm tired of being so thin, I'm tired of being tire all of the time, I am tired of not being able to move heavy objects. I'm just tired and ready to move on and be someone who is healthy.

    Eating disorders are dangerous thats all I have to say.